meye hoya

eita aamar raag kora post. ami sadharoNoto etota khepe jai na. kintu eibaar amar dhoirjo aar dharon hote chaiche na.

chotobyalar kotha, ektu kanna kaati korlei baba bolto, "amar samne meyeder moto nyakami korle kichu hobe na, chupchap ja bolchi tai koro". ta amio kichu kom danpite chilam na. shutorang gaach-e choRte giye poRe jaoa theke khelar dol theke bonchito hoa porjonto, kono kichu niyei ami khub ekta ghyan ghyan korar sujog pai ni. tai bole amar tai niye kono apshosh nei. ekebarei nei. sottyi bolte ki, ami aajke baba-r kache kritogyo, je tar koRa shashon er jor e ami onek kichu sikhechi.

ekta jinish i shekha hoy ni.... "meyeder moto nyakami".

baba mone hoy jaanto na, poroborti kaale ei obhab ta tar meye-r samne, meye hoya niye ek kothin badha hoye daRabe.

ami amar nijer bag nijei boite pari. jotoi bhari hok na kyano, oi mishti heshe pasher cheleti ke "ektu help korben, please" bolte amar kothaye jyano badhe. tarpor dhoro bhut-er cinema. ami khub bhoy pai. shutorang dekhi na. oi dekhbo abar bhoy o pabo, aar pasher joner hath khimche dhorar sujog ta chaRbo na, oiti amar dara hobe na. amar ghum theke uth te deri hoy boiki, kintu ekbaar uthle, pant aar shirt goliye chule chiruni dite 7-8 minute er beshi lage na. amake roj 30 minute heNte college jete hoy, shutorang ami mone kori, sneeker (oi keds) poRai sob theke sreyo. heel? babbah... pa-r dofa rofa. amar twilight niye kotha bolte lojja kore, ebong kono hero-r naam shune oggyan hoye jaoar moto komjori hridoy amar nei. ami shokh kore chul kaati bote, kintu du din jete na jetei she ek kaaker basha-e poriNoto hoy. keu hashir kotha bolle ami praN khule haha kore hashi, bhalobeshe hashi, rumal e mukh dheke dNaat na dekhiye mridumondo hashi ta ayotto hoy ni ekhono. shob kotha shona-r probol agroho prokash korbo, aar shunei "ishhh, emaaa ki je bole" bole shiure uthbo...uhun...parlamna. ohetuk "attitude" dyakhano amar pochondo noy, amar kauke bhalo lagle, ami shei sottyi ta mene neyoar shahosh rakhi. tobe amaye keu bhul kotha bolte ashle ami shudhu regei jai na, riitimoto giye dui choR lagiye ashte pari. aro onek kichui pari, ja meyeder para-r kotha noy. kintu baba je amaye baron koreni...

ami meyeder moto dhoirjo dhorte pari, bhalobashte pari, baroNbar khoma korte pari, je kono obosthaye maniye nite pari, na bola kotha bujhe nite pari, keu proshoNsha korle oprostut hote pari, ektu adhtu gaan naach aNka ranna, pari na ta noy, "gene" ghotito ashirbad e amar mathaye gobor er porimaanN khub beshi na... kintu ta diye ki aar aajkal meye hoy bolo?

baba-r kotha to aar fele dite pari na. meye na hoy na i holam.