Wednesday, May 26, 2010

sokhi,bhalobasha kare koy?

ami jokhon onek onek choto chilam, tokhon badi te television namok bostu ti chilo na. tokhon telephone raat din baje boka chilo na. tokhon radio mirchi te eke oporer gosha bhanganor jonyo 'dhoom again' bajanor o reyoaj chilo na... tai amar chotobelata ei prokar er raag/biraag/onuraag er theke onek durei keteche. tokhon chilo kebol uponyash er patay patay ek dike pranomono nibedita mohishoyi mohilara ebong tader patta na deoa, mod khaoa devdas ebong ulto dike dinkaal er poroya na kora, got got kore chole berano mlechho meyera aar tader panigrohoner asha bitarito dhormoprana kono sadhu gocher byatachele. ei holo giye amar 'bhalobasha-bashir' hathekhodi. er theke ami teen te jinish bujhechilam. ek, poth oti durgom. buke pata na thakle poton er sombhobona nirdharito. dui, tumi jodi "good" hoy, tomar oporti "bad" holei baajimaat. aar dekhe ke? teen, e jinish hepatitis er injection er moto. ek baar holei kella fote. aar hoy na, hote pare na.

ekhon ami ektu ektu bodo hoyechi. (!!!). ekhon tv ache, telephone ke dhakka mere topke jaoa cellphone ache, tate free messaging ache, proti shukrobaar amader mathaye poka nadiye deoar khomota rakha cinema ache. oto eb, shei ram o nei, sei ayodhya o nei. ekhon devdas paro ke durbin diye dekhte dekhte tar pasher badi-r romoni ti keo dekhe thaken, jodi paro bhau na dey? ekhon tumi amay pran,maan, somman debe ki debe na chuloy gelo, tumi amaye valentines day te ki debe tai aage bolo, ekhon tomar hath bhanglo ki pa bhanglo tate amar ki, miscall dekhe phone koroni tomar eto ashpordha? ekhon tumi to amar bisheshtomo bandhob, baaki gulo to ramchagol er dol, ekhon cinema banate gele sudhu je ekadhik heroine lage tai na, hero-r towale na khoshale heroine der keno, public e bosha 2 poisha-r mudi badam khaoa meyetir o mon othe na,ekhon jodi prem kore bichhed kore, kritrim jontronaye mukh kalo kore sondher por sondha jagjit singh er proshongshay na katano holo, tahole byarthoi tomar jibon!

ei shob ohetuk jhamela r moddhye manush pare kauke bhalobashte? je nijeke bodlabar procheshta protidin kore jacche, je nijei nijer prio na, tar ki thakte pare kono priyotom/priyotoma? joto bar she nije bodlyaye, totobar tar dil pe likha hua naam bodlaye. kotok baar thokkor khaoar por, ja hathe ashe, tai proshad bolia grohon koren. boshyo totodin e torol podartho-r porimaan mostishko ebong liver, dutor i barota bajiye chedeche, konta bish konta choronamrito, ta aar bojha hoye othe na...

amar teen te shikkhai maati hoyeche. ogom poth ekhon installment e paar kora jay. kichu dur gelei refreshment er ayojon ache, subidha moto istemal korun,buke pata na thakleo apni everest bijoy korte paren, ekhon good aar keu nei, "bad atracts bad" ponthai ogotya asha bhorsha, ebong sobcheye ashaprodok, ei porikhhaye pass/fail byapar ta uthe geche. try korite thakun, sike kokhono na kokhono chidbei...oh ho bhulei gechilam...hepattitis e teo 3te dose nitei hoy!!

2 comments:

Kuntala said...

are Sumana, sahosii meye tumi, premer moto jotil bishoy niye likhe phelechho!!!!

akkhore akkhore thik, tobe amar mone hoy, prem chirokali khoob golmele byapar chhilo. ekhon poristhiti extra kharap hoyechhe, seta hoyto noy.

banglay lekhar idea ta bhalo, amar dol-e lok baRchhe :), sadhu sadhu...

sumana said...

Kuntala di, thik bolecho.golmele byapar na hole aar tada tada uponyash lekha hoto na eta niye.sudhu aage hoyto lokjon ektu beshi commited chilo, ekhon option o beshi,tai commitment ta hoyto kom.
banglaye likhe dekhlam,moner kotha ta beshi bhalo prokash hoy.:)